Thursday, December 23, 2004

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why is she always so far away?
why is it when i'm busy she's not, and when i'm not, she is busy?
why can't i call her everyday?
why do other people interrupt us?
why does it seem like we will be never together?
why must i always feel like we won't work out?
why must i be so negative?
why must i regret so many things?
why do i have to have this life?
why do i have to struggle to make ends meet?
why couldn't i been born into a rich family?
why must i work everyday?
why must i always see the ending before the beginning?
why does this song make so much sense?
why do they act like that towards me?
why must i fear for her so much?
why can't i let her go?
why can't she trust me?
why can't i trust her?
why must something always go wrong?
why must i be so often the one without?
why don't i just suck in my pride and go?
why do i miss?
why am i feeling so guilty?
why doesn't she?
why can't things just work out for once?
why can't she just love me back?
why must i have her on my mind always?
why can't i forget?
why can't i forgive?
why can't life just be normal?
why should i care?
why should i be positive?
why don't i diet?
why don't i work out anymore?
why must i jump to conclusions?
why don't i clean my car more?
why don't i take pride in what i have?
why don't i appreciate things for what they are?
why don't i try harder?
why don't i have as much confidence as i did?
why can't i just be me?
why must i write what i don't want?
why do i have to watch my life pass me by?
why do i have to be jealous?
why do i worry so much?
why did she leave me?
why didn't i stay next to her?
why didn't i try harder to be with her?
why did she die?
why did i fight with him?
why do i feel bad?
why couldn't i be what i want to be?
why can't i be more responsible?
why do i have to put up with any of this?
why do i think about her every minute?
why can't i live without her?
why do i love her with everything that is me?
why do i love?
why?

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