world of two

i don't want to
hear you whisper
i don't want to orbit
your world of two

there's only room for you
in your world of two

i don't like to
hang around you
i don't want to live
in your world of two

there's only room for you
in your world of two

it's not that i don't like you
but it's not that i don't love you
it's not that i don't think you are
two of the most perfectly, beautiful, people in your world
in your world of two

there's only room for you
in your world of two
there's only room for you
in your world of two
in your world of two
there's only room
there's only room
there's only room for you


this song takes me back a few years. i used to like this girl, and she ended up marrying a fellow friend of mine. since then i haven't kept in contact with them. actually the last time i talked to her, she was mad at me. she said that when i saw them one time, i called her boyfriend (they weren't married yet) a name. she said that she was angry because she didn't know why i didn't respect him. why i didn't recognize that he was going to be her husband. at the time i laughed and hung up on her. the nerve! and you know, now i kind of feel the same way. i honestly don't care much. because it's funny how the story goes. we are all friends, and as soon as someone gets married, it's pretty much like they are gone. they have left the group and have decided to make their own world together. that's how it works as you get older, and mature. and that's what this song reminds me of. i'm not mad she married him and not me, i'm not jealous or bitter. i just want to say that i'm happy for them. even to this day, they don't speak to me. and that's ok. if that's how they want to be, then fine, it's their choice. but i just want to make it clear, that i mean no harm. I wish them the best, i hope they are truly happy together as a couple. but as the song says, that's were it stops. i refuse to orbit around them, and be one of their groupies. they are in their own world, and i refuse to live in it. their is no space for me there. it's funny how some people just seem to orbit around others, to make other's their sun, the central part of their universe. but i just can't. and i won't.